balance many years now spent in watchful wandering wonder, and experiencing half emptiness being in each moment, seeking joy in complexity, and experiencing half fullness hurt when others were hurt pleased when others succeeded, and measuring everyone's points suffering even in success finding gain even in failure, and feeling hopefully melancholic always seeing the grey in life's black and white    1journey.net         oct 2012 elias to daughter on birthday #40 who always loved the tiajitu but saw the missing grey.